In essence, that is what I am. I'm the guy in the background who doesn't talk much. I should remember that. I should also remember that I know how to wear masks to suit my situations. A crying shame that I tend to forget that sometimes.
What I'm saying is I should really remember how to keep myself cold. It's been part of my psyche for the past 16 years. If I want to change that core, then I better do it elsewhere. Not in the office, not in my dormitory. As the saying goes, never reave from your own backyard.
Anyways, here's to hoping. Too bad I've already put my heart in a box and I'm keeping it there. I just can't feel anything right now...
