Two traits I worry I'll acquire soon. If my black moods are any indicators, those two words will be my prime definition. And it's irritating to be a cynic when almost everyone around you is so damned cheerful.
Life has ground me exceedingly fine. It's all I can do to keep on going each time I wake up. I used to rise with a smile on my face. I now wonder whatever happened to that fellow... He's gone now and I can barely remember him. I think that if I don't remember how it was like, the numbness in my eyes will be permanent.
There's a comic strip that celebrates cynicism. And it's well portrayed by Rand al'Thor in the Wheel of TIme series. I should really change my role models to people who are more...positive? But I can't get rid of the mantra in my head. Hope for nothing, expect nothing, and you will never be disappointed.
