10th Hour...

and soon it will be High Noon... Sigh. I plan as much as I could but it seems that life has a way of disrupting the most, finely laid of plans. In other words, I keep running into Murphy. Bloody savings is held off in the interest of settling outstanding debts and I've noticed Davao has a tendency to ask just a bit more.... No. That's unfair. I've borrowed quite a bit so it's not surprising I send more than usual. I'm repaying debts after all... Getting a new phone and a used television cost me but they are prices well worth paying, I think.

Anyways, summer will be soon here. It's my make or break period of raising the 15,000 pesos I need. Although Nonit and Mike advised to drop my pride and let my father handle the school back-account, I still have this insane urge to stick to my plan and raise the amount I need... It would mean a lot of scrimping on my part but I think I can live with that. It could be an accomplishment of sorts.

At least my life's almost back in order. Sure, cash flow's a wreck and I bleed too much money but otherwise I'm alright now. Pretty stable at work and the plan I envisioned late last year is finally complete. I'm in my own circle now and I need no one's approval. Well... there is one. Strange how things work out when I drop my guards and take things-- and life-- for what it is. We're comfortable with each other and there's no need for pretenses. Happy? I could say I am.